The sense of self is like a current in the body in the direction of trying to experience. It goes trough the neck area, in the neck area its twisting the tongue, controlling the tongue, its like you are beeing strangled, but it dosen't occur to you, because that strangle feeling is the feeling of you, and there is an impulse wich i called a current, to experience yourself, its also through the back , a tension, a subtle contraction of muscle its affecting how you breathe, its like strangling you, and this subtle tension goes trough the back of the head and even strangling your eyes. Thats just a tiny bit, the entire body is strangled by the need to experience anything starting with yourself. That there is nothing to get, nothing to experience, end all your search, and not for some hidden intent of trying to get something that way, to attain something that way, and letting go of every experience, letting go of the impulse to experience, and accepting that you will get nothing out of it, truly, without any hidden intent of gaining something, seems to put an end to this madness. And you get nothing out of it. Truly.
Submitted October 04, 2019 at 04:13PM by atomicmustardseed https://ift.tt/2OqxybD
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