What is the 'right' question?

As I look to this experience, I feel no closure. I feel clouded, like I am missing something.

Putting all my energy into looking to what is wrong, I find I cannot pinpoint what is wrong. Yet here I am looking for what is wrong - the very looking and feeling discontent and unresolved is symptomatic of my lack of closure.

But you see, I cannot find the right question. There is nothing that I can ask that may penetrate this unknowing. I have nothing to grasp, and wherever I look there is nothing to see. But still, I am unresolved, confused.

Where can I begin when nothing is known, nothing is substantial? I have no base from which to make a move, no foundation. All I have is habit energy, pulling attention this way and that - when suddenly I wake and see I have been lost in something, I see there is no path or direction to take, so I disappear again into this and that. I have nothing, how can I make something of nothing?!

Submitted January 25, 2020 at 02:37AM by -_sometimes https://ift.tt/2TWJ410