My experience is regularly filled with various assumptions and views that have nothing to back them up. There is no apparent apparent line of causation that caused them to exist, and upon intellectual investigation, they can be seen as not making sense, as being mere apparitions, yet even upon noticing this, they remain and continue to affect my wellbeing, launching me this way and that.
I am held hostage by the various views that appear seemingly out of nowhere for no reason at all, and it leaves me feeling confused and uncertain of my own being. The most consistent feeling I have is that my existence is somehow unresolved in some way. It just doesn't make sense. I am not clear about anything experience-wise, it is like there is a great party taking place that I haven't been invited to, so I'm just left feeling odd and without closure.
Does anyone relate to this? And yes, I recognise that this too is a story, but well.. I don't know ╮(╯_╰)╭
Submitted April 29, 2020 at 03:14AM by -_sometimes https://ift.tt/3cZU58e
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