I'm beginning to notice my experience is more of a reflection, but I don't see who it is reflected for..? (kind of)

I see my experience, but it feels almost pointless - if I am the only one who experiences what I am experiencing right now, the only reason I have for experiencing is because I'm attached to it. Why should I care about the contents of this experience if I am just the mirror which reflects it? As in, existence seems completely pointless?? Not in a bad way, just why on earth am I even experiencing.. if it's only myself who can see it..?

Very pointless questions I do admit, since I had to conceptualize this just to speak, which means it isn't really what I said above. Still it feels odd, like somehow I don't need to think anymore, because why should I narrate to myself what I am already experiencing.

I guess you can just post what you like in the comments, doesn't really matter. Share what you got, I'm all ears :)

Submitted October 26, 2019 at 02:56AM by -_sometimes https://ift.tt/31Q0oVI