Im kind of embarrassed to ask this cuz it does sound like im making it up but when i was sitting zazen i began to feel a slight vibration sensation in my legs, and just brushed it off as maybe my legs were falling asleep but than i felt a stronger vibrating sensation near my anus, i honestly apologize for the graphic but does that have anything to do with the kundalini at the base of the spine? I've read of the "base chakra" and i've read experiences like that and I know its not zen but similar to enlightenment. Anyways as i felt this for a while i decided to "not fear, just let go of any ego". As soon as i did i became more aware of a faint buzzing sound, i couldnt tell if it was in my head or outside but ive read people who have experienced enlightenment, those experiences are often accompanied by strange auditory hallucinations, once again i was in fear but decided to let go and "break through". As this happened i felt an incredible warmth that was very orgasmic and got more and more intense as i sat, like "cosmic orgasmic vibrational love". Ive read of how people are on different vibrational fields, could i have reached the highest? When i got up from sitting this vibrational field stopped but the buzzing "in my head" continued until i left the room and than it faded.
Has anyone experienced this? Are there any zen texts of similiar experiences?
Also i should note that at the time i was sitting on my moms bed/pillow/cushion and when she came home she later asked me if i was on her bed and what the hell i was doing on her bed and if i found anything. She seemed pissed off, subconsciously could this be her EGO sensing and threatened by any sort of enlightenment? Do you think she sensed i found enlightenment? Is it possible for others to sense other peoples enlightenment and thats why she asked if i found anything?
Submitted June 11, 2019 at 03:56AM by Leperkonvict http://bit.ly/2I84EJB
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