Since December I've been following a strict diet and I've quit smoking. I have some family problems. I've been very cranky and easily set off.
I took my wife to work this morning and heard the birds chirping for the first time since last year. I took time to soak that in. Realized I've been very me-centric, both in good ways and bad ways. I read Hsin Hsin Ming again (I used to read it every morning), had a laugh at myself.
I come from years of religious programming and have an aversion to appearances of holiness and goodness with bad fruits. In retrospect, I realize it's not my job to tell anyone what they should think about anything, and I realize that I wasn't only reacting to Osho but I was reacting to myself.
I'm sorry for my shitheadedness.
Submitted February 16, 2018 at 06:56PM by ephemeral_archetype http://ift.tt/2Evtyia
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