Monday, 25 December 2017

Help^10

Q. What is it like before (enlightenment)?

A. A turtle turns towards the fire.


Q. What is it (enzo)?

A. A trap for turtles.


I wonder if I had love in my life would I be here? Then again, I wonder if I had love in my life wherever else would I be but here?

Love isn't written of overtly in zen dialogues, but the more I read the BCR/BOS the more I see the unspoken affection shared by the old men for their students. True love is tacit, not overt. Why do I insist on overt displays when I know they're empty? To my own detriment I insist, while the silent truth of love is as clear as light.

I don't know.

There's a snag in me I can't un-snag myself from. Prodding the void with my tongue where a tooth used to be.

I haven't forgotten you, Dad. I hope you found the riverboat man.

I love you.



Submitted December 25, 2017 at 07:34PM by john--jones http://ift.tt/2BBQWZC

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